after exam and resut

after exam + result...
after exam...wait 4 result...
after result...wait 4 time 2 study...
after study...wait 4 pt...
tat's sunway financial course students life...


actually...after knowin the result...
feel happy + sad...
happy...most of my friends passed all...
sad...hmm...some of my friends failed...juz 1 subject...juz by a little bit...

tagged...

1. What have you realised recently?
Time is very fair,it's 24 hours for everyone and regardless happy or sad...it passes by frigidly

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
of course...the person is my mum...when you were still young...lost count how many times i kissed my parents...i guess everyone should be the same

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 11 blog buddies you would take with you?
I guess all of my blog buddies gua...(Melody...Jasmyn...Eliza...Darren...not yet 11 oso...=.=lll)
actually i dont want anyone with me,unless he/she wanted to...(melody...)

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
hmm...people's heart...isnt it the nicest place?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
hmm...ability to control time...yeng right?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
basically...yes, it's written in my physic text book..the reason everything...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
family members...?? should i take account in my 2 daughters(Melody & allison)??

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
of course, coz it's really hard to meet a person that you truly love out of 60 billion in this world

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
hmm...Jasmyn ah...she...
- got a good soul...
- higly responsible and accountable towards things doing
- too many good points to say...


11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
a she that manage to live in my heart...everyone is welcome...but not everyone is suitable

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
self fish...inconsiderate......myself(u're ur greatest enemy...)

13. What is the one thing you cannot live without?
obviously is air(physically...)actually...nothing...rather die for something than live for nothing

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
tell me...together with some suggested improvements...keepin quiet...u'll only learn nothing

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
it changes...i think...my tolerance gua...dont know what would happen if i lost it

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
sometimes...perhaps...probably,when i reallynot in a good mood...i'll go walk around alone...

17. If your house burned down, what is the ONE thing you’d save from your room?
The pillow...coz the important photo is together with the pillow

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Soft hearted??? dont know...maybe because it caused me to be a loser some times...not ruthless enough

19.(my question) what's the thing(s) you enjoy doing the most?
Teaching those monster secondary students, listening music all alone, hanging out with friends, little bit of cooking, learning something new and interesting(obviously not ACCA...)

20. What kind of person are you? and why?
combination of a girl's character and a boy's behaviour...=.=lll
swt...think like a girl...but do it using a boy's style...

life is...

hmm...think i need to do some research about what's life...
think i have to delete all my assumption first...
then reconstruct the knowledge in these area

hmm...anyone thinks that he/she can help me...pls feel free to share their thoughts with me...anything will do fine to me... think i really need help...it's not time for me to act cool anymore

tolerating is the thing that i did the best?

wat the...no mood...
i think i consider myself good in managing my emotion...but then...
now...i think it's reaching my limit...
shall i better my best or shall i juz let it explode

lots of eyes looking at me...

yesterday...went for the cf which is christian fellowship in sunway...(recommended by eliza...invited by Eliza & melody...)
actually...the feeling at there is not too bad...they actually impressed me with all their politeness...(miss shanta muz have taught them well...)
somehow...at the KG...(forgotten what's the full name of it...)
split into groups...and then...a question asked...who's not christian here...so many eyes looking at me...=.=lll
at that moment...apparently quite beh song...dont know whether i think too much...but i felt a little bit discriminated(eventhough they din say they discriminate me...who will actually so stupid to tell ppl he/she discriminate that individual)...but...nevermind...coz...i dont think they mean any harm...
discuss something...chat...abit about bible,not too bad...but not too good oso la...juz in between...
perhaps will go again...depends la...(if friend(s) invite...then go lor...)

lastly, wanna apologise...for my ignorance...coz...i really seldom pray...for myself and others...so...my knowledge about that...really pathetic...

february summary...

du du du du...du du...du du du du....du du du du du...
erm...suddenly realise...i need to do lots of things...lots of things waiting for me to do them...=.=lll
those things...looks like waiting for me only...others cannot do for me...such as...study...taking good care of myself(whether i getting old...or i juz getting weaker...) like fall sick easily...
now...actually i really wish to go to a place...a place where no ppl recognise me...and i dont recognise them...that's the place...i wish i am there now...doing nothing...juz sit still under a shady tree...looking at my watch, inspecting the time passess 1 second by 1 second, 1 minute by 1 minute, juz doing nothing but wasting time...
for me...i think this is the life style that even angel will be jealous(nearly impossible to live like that everyday...) dont know whether i got nothing better to do...or maybe broken inside...
this month...like i done nothing...but seems extremely tired...
actually what happened???
1) chinese new year...
2) a friend's birthday
3) a friend's birthday
4) Know miss g10's name...(abnormal gain)
5) know some other new friends initially from other group
6) irritate cf a little bit...
7) irritate leng zhong a little bit...(treat it as normal loss??)

Last thing...i think i need to do but i havent...which is...need to maintain a certain distance with ppl...(thanks to allison's reminder...)

shining light bulb on top my head!!

These few days...dont know why...i keep trying my best to do things that i normally do...yet cannot do well...but on the things that i usually dont like to do...i can do them smoothly...is this a gift or a punishment?
For example la(jayan): things i dont like...which is study...especially comes to audit...partly cannot understand partly is audit totally helps ppl sleeps well...but these few days...i suddenly can understand those stuff in text book...and suddenly cant fall asleep when i try to study audit...=.=lll(is it bad for health?)
Follow me or not(jayan again...miss him??dont know??)things i like to do...which is make ppl laugh or smile or cheer ppl up...i dont think i am doing quite good these few days...not because of i very down or what...or maybe i juz too tired or get sick of doing that.
Talk about the shinning light bulb on top of my head, i still remember my t9 lecturer...miss joyce said that...rubbing the white board(dont use the word rub la+.=lll) erasing the white board really drains her strength...and asked us to invent something which can clean the white board efficiently and effectly(she says:"if u all can get me one...i'll make sure sunway college buy from u)...well...i think i got the idea...
apparently...not only idea...suddenly got the inspiration...and designed a special type of cleaning the white board...with some help of formal physic knowledge...(dont know whether it works...)
erm...i think i'll make the thing according to the design one day...one day la...
design and inventing...not the things i like...but...i think somethings gone wrong with me...

Reviewing Sunway...

Almost for 1 month...the air cond in the audi 1 seems like not working...turned on...but dont think it's working...heard from 1 of our lecturer, they actually tried to save cost.
We paid our fees to buy their service yet they still trying their best to provide second standard service...zzz(yet the fee keep increasing...service keep decreasing...)
well. this should be the last day of the month, seems like chinese new year coming, time to go back home town, bring lots of joyful feeling to hometown and also quite great deal of home work,nevermind, keep working when others resting, work even harder when others working...=.=lll(miss Voon Sia) trying... this...
this semester...quite ok, since all the lecturers quite good, actually good enough for us...so far...so good, praying hard...in order to pass the 3 papers...not hope so only...is must!!!