blur-->blurer-->blurest...(which state am i now? or maybe i just very confusing emotionally)

cang ying de lei di

ni de mei li
xiang hei sen lin
shui bu zhao mi shui you kao de jin
wen nuan hai shi leng bin bin
cai che xia yi miao ni de tian qi
bao bei hai shi wan ju
wo huai yi wo zi ji
dai cang ying de yan jing
tai duo ni shu bu qing
yi qian zhong ge xing
shui xiang shui shuo wo ai ni
ni you bu shi la ji
you mei you zhang xi jun
que rang wo sheng bing
qin yi ge rang wo quan yu
dai cang ying de yan jing
kan ni ju qi bu ding
yi qian ke lei di
gao su wo you duo ai ni
ji shi ni mei fan ying
wo xiang wo yuan yi
bei yi ge wen rou de biao qing
pian wo ai shang ni

this song...i listened for quite a few times already...swt, even know how to recite it already...
unfortunately...that's how i feel
don't know why, suddenly feeling very lost...maybe because i am blur, in fact, i know i am blur accordance to my friends' information(most of my friends said that i am very blur...am i very blur? but who like to be blur ar?)

According to mr bill, hmm, let's say a couple, who don't have the same vibration(thoughts), sooner or later they will be made to separate...(maybe is truth)
so, this is going to happen on everyone no matter how rich you are or how poor you are...(very good ...this sentence...said this = said nothing =.=)
in conclusion, just let nature take its course...
or maybe what we learn in paper 5...to get to know a person,you got to talk with them about what they interested...maybe can try to have same thoughts(don't think so can have 100% the same, similar only gua...)

crap...headache...this type of question...really made for very clever people...even addmaths is easier i think(help me...give me suggestions...or...help me to find a very strong wall...to let me knock my head against it...)